Are You avoiding being here and now? Are you distancing yourself from the total moment called The Here and Now? Notice this phrase, the here-and-now. Not what I can imagine and now. They can’t both be at the same place. Mental projections are not truth, they are fictitious images YOU bring reality to.
When You know what must be done, and You avoid being responsible for it to be perfectly happy, this is a term I created called, The sleepwalking state, Anti-Pacing. Anti Pacing is pacing backwards when You already know what’s true. You avoid it, put it aside and live in a sleepwalking /dream like state, you ruminate and project false reality into this perfect moment. No more Anti Pacing.
I’ll speak of Anti Pacing Here:
Blessed Are The Peacemakers 
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